{"id":586,"date":"2014-03-25T12:18:24","date_gmt":"2014-03-25T16:18:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/?p=586"},"modified":"2014-06-12T08:49:12","modified_gmt":"2014-06-12T12:49:12","slug":"giving-the-tear-closet-a-second-chance","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/giving-the-tear-closet-a-second-chance\/","title":{"rendered":"Giving &#8220;The Tear Closet&#8221; a Second Chance"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\" wp-image-47 alignright\" src=\"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/Elements-LJ-size.jpg\" alt=\"Elements LJ size\" width=\"73\" height=\"110\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-364\" \/>Below, dear reader, please find <b><u>bonus content<\/b><\/u> for Suzanne&#8217;s book: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/gp\/product\/1770530428\/ref=as_li_tl?ie=UTF8&#038;camp=1789&#038;creative=390957&#038;creativeASIN=1770530428&#038;linkCode=as2&#038;tag=authsuzachur-20&#038;linkId=5E3WTTY6FW4EXJWO\" target=\"_blank\"><i>ELEMENTS: A Collection of Speculative Fiction<\/i><\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>This series of posts provides stories-behind-the-stories for each tale in <i>ELEMENTS<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>Sitting in the 15th slot in the <a href=\"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/table-of-contents-for-elements\/ \" target=\"_blank\">Table of Contents<\/a> is: <b>The Tear Closet<\/b><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>Of all of the stories in <i>ELEMENTS<\/I>, I would have to say that <i>The Tear Closet<\/i> speaks closest to my heart&#8217;s truth. It is also one of the stories that helped me to truly break out as a writer.<\/p>\n<p>This story marked my first appearance in the <i>Tesseracts<\/i> anthologies, an annual series of Canadian speculative fiction published by <a href=\"http:\/\/www.edgewebsite.com\/index.html \t\" target=\"_blank\">EDGE Science Fiction and Fantasy Publishing<\/a>. And two writers that I truly respect &#8212; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sff.net\/people\/nancyk\/\" target=\"_blank\">Nancy Kilpatrick<\/a> and <a href=\"http:\/\/davidmorrell.net\/\" target=\"_blank\">David Morrell<\/a> &#8212; edited <a href=\"http:\/\/www.edgewebsite.com\/books\/tess13\/t13-catalog.html\" target=\"_blank\">Tesseracts Thirteen<\/a>. I&#8217;m grateful for their support for this story, as well as their ongoing kindnesses. Both Nancy and David read an Advance Reader Copy (ARC) of <i>ELEMENTS<\/i> and provided generous quotes for the book.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.edgewebsite.com\/books\/tess13\/t13-catalog.html\" target\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\" wp-image-47 alignleft\" src=\"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/Tesseracts_XIIICover-mini-194x300.jpg\" alt=\"Tesseracts_XIIICover mini\" width=\"194\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-98\" \/><\/a>After I submitted to T13 and was waiting to hear back from the editors, my friend and fellow writer Louise Herring-Jones took David Morrell&#8217;s writing workshop, which was offered right before World Fantasy Convention (WFC) began in Calgary, Alberta in 2008.<\/p>\n<p>Before I arrived at the con, Louise emailed me to say that David Morrell liked my story, but didn&#8217;t think the ending worked in its current state.<\/p>\n<p>Once I arrived at WFC, I approached David Morrell and asked about the story. Over lunch we discussed <i>Tear Closet<\/i> and brainstormed possible endings.<\/p>\n<p>I cannot thank David Morrell enough for (a) generously sharing his time to brainstorm the ending (b) giving the story a second chance and (c) being so supportive of my career since then. <\/p>\n<p>Thanks also to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.louiseherring-jones.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">Louise Herring-Jones<\/a> for chatting me up with her instructor. She&#8217;s always been (and continues to be) an ardent supporter of my work!<\/p>\n<p><u><b>Fun Fact<\/b><\/u><br \/>\nIn the story, Mabel walks over a long bridge. <\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\" wp-image-47 alignright\" src=\"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/Leaside-Bridge-300x83.jpg\" alt=\"Bridges and Structures Morrison Hershfield\" width=\"300\" height=\"83\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-589\" \/>Fact: the bridge in the story is the real-life <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Leaside_Bridge\" target=\"_blank\">Leaside Bridge<\/a> in Toronto&#8217;s East York. The bridge has six lanes of traffic and passes over the Don River, the Don Valley, and the Don Valley Parkway, and this photo doesn&#8217;t really do it justice.<\/p>\n<p>When I was a kid, we used to have to make the ten+ minute walk over this bridge to get to the shopping mall nearest to where we lived. We would often stop partway along and look down&#8230;way, way down&#8230;at the river and valley and cars below. And let me tell you, <b>it&#8217;s a looong way down<\/b>.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m also reasonably certain that the Leaside Bridge is the main reason why my mother and I are both afraid of heights.<\/p>\n<p>As a kid, during the whole trip across I&#8217;d <b>imagine all of the ways that the bridge could fail<\/b>: earthquake, tidal wave, explosives, car crashes &#8212; growing up during an era when disaster movies about earthquakes and tidal waves were popular is probably partly to blame for this doom-agination. <\/p>\n<p>I used to count to sixty in my head, trying to guess how many more minutes before I&#8217;d safely make it to land on the other side. And with my heart pumping in terror, I had to be careful not to trip and end up getting run over by a car racing along the bridge (which in retrospect was much more likely than the bridge collapsing from an earthquake).<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/gp\/product\/1770530428\/ref=as_li_tl?ie=UTF8&#038;camp=1789&#038;creative=390957&#038;creativeASIN=1770530428&#038;linkCode=as2&#038;tag=authsuzachur-20&#038;linkId=5E3WTTY6FW4EXJWO\" target=\"_blank\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\" wp-image-47 alignleft\" src=\"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/Elements-LJ-size.jpg\" alt=\"Elements LJ size\" width=\"73\" height=\"110\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-364\" \/><i>ELEMENTS: A Collection of Speculative Fiction<\/i><\/a> is available in Canada and the USA from <a href=\"http:\/\/www.edgewebsite.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">EDGE Science Fiction and Fantasy Publishing<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Below, dear reader, please find bonus content for Suzanne&#8217;s book: ELEMENTS: A Collection of Speculative Fiction. This series of posts provides stories-behind-the-stories for each tale in ELEMENTS. Sitting in the 15th slot in the Table of Contents is: The Tear Closet Of all of the stories in ELEMENTS, I would have to say that The Tear Closet speaks closest to my heart&#8217;s truth. It is also one of the stories that helped me to truly break out as a writer.\u2026<\/p>\n<p class=\"continue-reading-button\"> <a class=\"continue-reading-link\" href=\"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/giving-the-tear-closet-a-second-chance\/\">Continue reading<i class=\"crycon-right-dir\"><\/i><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[19,1],"tags":[3,76,36,4],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=586"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":797,"href":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/586\/revisions\/797"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=586"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=586"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/suzannechurch.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=586"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}